n then there was fear

n unhappiness can only be caused by the inability to see the bigger things

that this is part n parcel

that this will lead us to somewhere

eventually

i have never looked forward to being actually on the ground

i scare myself too much from the trauma

it’s been 4 years since

and the glaring mistakes just keep coming back at u

god u’re so stupid.

these noises in my head

2012 may be a pain in the ass.

and first there was pain

fine

i will stop

don’t expect me to give u the same attention that u had.

ingrate